Terminally distracted

It seems that the only time I take to just sit and think is when I am taking the sacrament in church. Today, I'll admit, I sat praying for more time or to be more effective or to be divested of some of my responsibilities. There is something drastically wrong with my attitude or my perspective on my life when I find myself resenting my gifts from God. Today I need to invest in an attitude adjustment. I have so many good things to do with my time but I seem to fill up every second.  The filler is my addiction for movies, audio books, and games. I know I need to let go of some of that "terminal" distraction" and appreciate the quiet.